I’m really sick of people’s one sided mind. Like abortion they don’t put themselves in others shoes. I think it’s because if they did they know they’d do the same and they just don’t want to admit it because it’s not normal or whatever. I mean saying that someone should have been an adult and not of had sex although they where on the pill is sort of retarded. No what’s more retarded is calling that person a whore. Not quite she had a boyfriend and tried protecting herself but I guess you’re a whore for having sex with your boyfriend.
Then she said that so in so is fucked up because she’s still getting it done. Maybe if so in so’s boyfriend didn’t fucking dumb her she might keep it. Better yet maybe if she was getting paid a little more then $400 every two weeks and not have a $500 rent due at the end of every month she wouldn’t go though this. But go figure in some people’s little world this is still wrong but then again you don’t see them standing up and saying that they’ll take care of the baby.
Here I was looking for a friend to listen to what’s on my mind and I figured who better then my friend I’ve had for five years because she always bitch’s that nobody listens to her. But I didn’t even finish saying my first sentence and she said “She shouldn’t be such a whore.” I guess next time I’ll tell someone that’s more adultish or not brainwashed into the American way.

Well it could have been worse. I could have gotten a cavity search at the damn Canadan border but we got off lucky by being told never to come back again.

Wow ok so I've been really busy lately. I got a job and today is my first day off this week which is good cause I’m getting a lot of over time and it’s not like it’s a hard job or anything. There hasn’t been a lot to write about until last night really just work and school. Last night however was like no night I’ve ever had before. Two of my friends got in a fight yesterday…I’ll call them Mar Mar and Be Be. They where a couple but every year around this time they always break up because of the same reason every year too. It’s spring and Be Be likes to leave Mar Mar at home and fish with his asshole buddies. Their assholes because they have no respect for Mar Mar. Well Be Be told Mar Mar to quit her job which was paying for their bills (she was a stripper.) She did and know Be Be can’t afford shit and keeps telling Mar Mar to find another job which isn’t very easy now a days (Be Be works for his brothers trucking company.) Well Mar Mar also cleaned up a little and went to rehab for alcoholism. Well to reward Mar Mar for cleaning up Be Be celebrated by doing shots in front of her (asshole.) Well back to last night Mar Mar took…or as she likes saying “stole” Be Be’s truck which had is fishing gear in the back of it and the keys to his boat lol. Well sadly Mar Mar started drinking last night again (I pulled the truck into the drive way so Mar Mar wouldn’t smash it against the house and she didn’t notice that I took out the Captain Morgan’s that she was drinking and driving with. I just got home from work when Mar Mar pulled in the front yard of my house trying to tell me about their fight so I sat her down in front of the computer so she could play Pimp wars and fixed the truck then my boyfriend got home and neither of us ate so we went to Applebee’s and watched Mar Mar get even more wasted. Then we went back to the house and she drank the rest of my Thunder punch (bitch.) Well she spent the night at our house. She and I stayed up late playing games online and drinking. Well today I’m going to help her find a job as soon as I wash some clothes. She’s sorta like the big sister I never had it’s cool. I hope she stays tonight too cause where going to some drag races or something…I can’t wait.

Well today I’m starting the Red hot chili peppers. (I love Dave) Anyway here’s the first random fact of theirs.

MEDITATION ROOM-(small in size)
All walls pipe and draped-Med to dark color please (prefer not blue) per advance.
Room to be carpeted or please provide one 6x9 area rug
One armless fabric chair (or fabric loveseat, if easier) per advance
One coffee table
Adjustable air conditioning-heater (ABILITY TO TURN OFF)

Ok I wouldn’t want to mediate in a blue room either.

Ok this is the last of my stalking the Foo fighter’s and tomorrow I’ll have a new band that I stalk, err love!

Venue staff: The band likes to have a nice, quiet backstage area. Purchaser is urged to ensure that all personnel are alert and of a professional attitude. Any autographs or photo requests BY PEOPLE SUPPOSEDLY ON THE CLOCK are frowned upon. Venue employees hanging out with no apparent job or making out with girlfriends or boyfriends is not fun for us either, especially when people ARE PAID TO BE WORKING. Purchaser can forward all requests, etc to Artist’s tour manager on day of show.